Finding my style: how University shaped my photographic practice.

During my first year of my photography degree, I was introduced to portraiture as a part of one of my core modules, and I instantly connected with the process. But as I moved into my second year, I found myself stepping away from the studio environment. The lack of regular studio use began to make it feel unfamiliar, even intimidating. I gradually lost confidence, feeling out of practice and unsure of my place within that space.

Entering third year, I knew I wanted to return to something that I genuinely enjoyed for one of my final major projects - so I chose to revisit studio portraiture. I first approached it with a casual attitude, trying out different lighting configurations and playing around with ideas without pressure. This helped rebuild my confidence and remind me of how much I enjoy studio work. Despite being difficult at first, the abilities I had previously acquired started to come back naturally, confirming that studio photography is where my practice truly lies.

A significant part of my development throughout university has been shaped by the feedback I received from tutors. Their approach was subtle yet impactful - they provided direction that prompted self-discovery. Especially during my second and third years, one-on-one tutorials were crucial in assisting me in refocusing when I felt either overwhelmed by ideas or lacked direction.

Above all, this journey has reaffirmed the importance of failure and experimenting in the creative process. I discovered what works, what doesn’t, and how to improve my ideas through trial and error. Creativity stalls without exploration, and growth is restricted without failure. As a photographer, these lessons have become fundamental in shaping both my practice and mindset.